MMMMMEEEE!!!!!!!!

Random Thought

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 02:44:13 GMT

The sun has been hiding behind the clouds these days. The clouds have been kind with its showers .The city looks all moist with fresh dew on the leaves and the trees. I like it this way .In fact I have an unreasonable fatigue under the sun. I wonder if I am born to survive without the vitamin D. whatever the reason is! I am happy there is more rain.The colour blue , yeah the one which is predominant when it rains has a lot of depth.

I have been here in Moon-Light

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 21:50:56 GMT

I have been here in the Moon-Light
I have been here in the Day
I have been here in the Darks Night
And the Stream was still roaring away.

yooodleeee oooooo

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:21:35 GMT

I am mildly averse to thinking for a long time. May be it is because of homo sapiens like me that the development in more than one fields of our lives has been experiencing a lag. Well I cant help it. I am lazy and am quite comfortable about this state of mind. The comfort level that I had established with this state of mind has had roots from childhood. I shall not travel along that time turner now. Its simply waste of time and energy. I think that the moment I think in one way and before I try to postulate and give it a template I encounter a mental counter argument which compels me to scrape my previous attempt. Stuck in this vicious circle of complex emotions(complex sounds phony man!)I continue to survive

Transformer

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 21:03:18 GMT

I was laughing and smiling at the same time. I do not know what this emotion is called. It is powerful, overwhelming and almost delirious in a way that it compelled me to script it .As I controlled my sneeze with a dry tissue, I saw the names of the cast and crew roll up. I was watching the “The Dead Poet’s Society”. While I saw this amazing movie and sat down to think, many a questions popped up in my head. The most prominent of it being the compelling need for acceptance. It was followed up quickly with another interrogative remark that in the race of being one among the crowd why does one have to loose one’s voice.

Freedom

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 16:19:08 GMT

I wonder what is it about FREEDOM that I am deeply drawn to it every time I turn and walk away. I am also not really clear after repeated quests in finding its trails left by various acquaintances that made me meet the concept in question. I wonder why freedom is bound by the parapet walls from where I see it. They are low lying walls but there were boundaries in flesh. In flesh when I say, I am referring to the people who form the society. Its like a dynamic web page which compels one to transform to the structure laid out by the underlying code. One must mould if one intends to survive in the suffocating layers of life. Then there are these seasons of emotions which come and leave in succession in no particular order. I hope they are thread safe. If we are instances of some class that is class human. Is the source code alterable? Where do I find my virtual machine to make my life platform independent? Knowledge is very comforting in a way it shows you the code of your life so that you can live with it or alter it if you have the right understanding. In that level I think everybody has the ability to transform their code of conduct to suit their interest.

Remember rememeber the fifth of november

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 05:32:24 GMT

One thing that always kept me alive
That I can’t deny is you.
I played with the flowers
I winked at the towers
In them I saw ‘YOU’.

LIfe

Sun, 11 May 2008 07:26:43 GMT

Story about : Life
Protagonist : A Women.

Rabindranath tagore said , “A women is not to be judged merely by her usefulness but by her delightfulness . Therefore she talks infinitely in expressing, not her profession but her personality”

My premise : I would like to share with my readers a story and raise some concerns that boggled my head. I am using the women as a protagonist not because I am any feminist but simply because I am a women and its easier thing for me to do.

The story : Sherene Khalil was a women who totally trusted her destiny. She was born in the troubled times of war in the middle eastern countries of Arab. She made her own choices and at the age of 19 he decided to parent a kid. She knew subconsciously she would find her soul mate and he would father her kid. One day she met him . They fell in love with each other. It was like magic. The hormones then did their duty.

Let me give you a small biological account at this moment.I will role play and I become the womb of Ms Khalil. Period. I knew and was expecting a guest who would live with me for long time. I set myself neat and my home to accommodate this new acquaintance. There was a knock at my door and there was a beautiful thing which came in and transformed itself into a a thing. Something so beautiful, I can’t find words to express my joy. We ate ,slept and talked at length about various things. Time passed and I simply remained a layer between the lady and this beautiful creature inside me. There came a time when it started fidgeting and got uncomfortable with my accommodation. I and the person(if I may say so) whom I protected with such utmost care knew it was time to part. I was sad but I knew this had to happen and we parted on good terms. Period.

My view : People don’t realize that this object inside Ms .Khalil which in this case luckily became a beautiful new born, is not just an embryo. It’s a life form and is the result of the pleasure that both man and women involved in the act had.Life ,yeah ; that is what I wanted to talk about.

My concerns : Infanticide,euthanasia,abortion,capital punishment,factionalism,terrorism,war.

My take : Life and death were issues that always boggled me. I wondered how one can make choices for others. What on earth empowers an individual to claim the life of another life form in the name of law or justice or some other thing.Each of my concerns need elaboration and I would do that most certainly not in this entry but sometime soon.

a thought

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 16:19:09 GMT

It’s a gush of air that’s pushing my eyelids
Feeling heavy and lazy
The only state on my mind
Is to loose myself unto sleep

The hand picks up pace
As my eyes feel drowsy
In an effort to beat each other
The mind sees the world throught the pen this time

Vision is think is not limited to eyes
Every organ senses and has an ability to express
It’s a unit beyond eyes and hand that is thy master
Some call it god,I call it a practiced mind
Whatever be thy name,its infinitely powerful
Unlimited is one word if u ask me to coin one

no idea

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 16:13:02 GMT

Lonliness fills my heart
Lost am I ? yes in the past
Mess as I see is my life
Entagled in the mistakes that have passed

I had tried many things
At the rist of god knows what??
Challenge lies ahead
In the avenues unsurpassed

Life is certainly calling
But sober is my state
Time to set my self straight
And tame those twisters and my bait!!!

Clenliness is next to godliness

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 15:38:29 GMT

Cleanliness is next to godliness I hope most of you would have heard this.Well am not here to test your knowledge of adages but what am here for is for my own sake.To eliminate a little confusion that had cropped up in my head.I was tryin to read one of my text books one day.Those were the days of examination and you would find me in this state for some 10 odd days.It was then that my brain went else where away from my text at hand.I was watching a spider build its home( ya web......... thats right!!!) .I am telling you any inspirational story ......i have no patience to reiterate stuff like that.I was thinking about this one adage which is "cleanliness....blah blah blah...."I was thinking why does one work to keep the surrounds neat.Neat by which i mean lack of disorder and dirt.While one attempts to clean we eliminate what is dirt to us.Practically displacing cockroches,destroying the homes of poor spiders,separating lizards,murdering bacteria ,and etc.Our cleanign could mean a tsunami to an ant hill,storm for cockroches,earthquake for a spider etc.Which i am seeing as differnt forms of destruction.Did i say destruction....!!!!!!!But destruction is meant to be evil...something liek teh work of devil.If it were so how can we term it as godliness....i dont understand this...help me junta

my dream.

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:16:25 GMT

As I was running down the hill, among the bushes,
In the rain, touching the dew!
I washed my feet in the gushes of partially frozen stream.
I felt a chill that touched me anew.

I gasped as I chased the chain of bright butterflies
Each slipped my palm as a touch of silk.
But they returned, to my wonder
Leaving me blush like a sweet little flower.

I threw my tantrums at those little angels.
But their tenderness thawed my temper
Amongst those flowers and creatures
Bright went my smile from ear to ear

As the power brightened the room
The wallpaper looked suddenly more stoic
My imagination returned on the broom
Landing me right on my bed….vrooom vroom

am i human???????????

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 16:02:37 GMT

I think I am God …..I know am free to think whatever I wish to; but am thinking this not because I possess some super natural powers or, that I can make a dead man alive, simply because of some definitions that presume for my GOD .Usually when a statement like this is passed we tend to question the state of mind of the person who happens to say this. Basically when a premise is given we could also choose to give underlying conditions to make our premise strong. I will also support my argument in this way>>>
God:
> The entity that is cognizant of truth and lives truth and only truth.
> Immensely powerful and capable of achieving everything.
> Has a perfect balance of positive and negative attitude.
But I am just a human because I made friends with maya and sometimes I get overshadowed by illusion where I don’t realize my own strength, when I need somebody else to tell me that I am god (I feeling ridiculous …but let me continue) I am human because I feel comfort is the way of life and thus I become a hedonist and my duty at hand gets overridden. I don’t believe there is anything called “perfection”. I believe there is only one moment or time and that is NOW. I think knowledge is our biggest strength and discretion is an asset. I think time is the measure with which I trade relationships, but I need to master this art. I am humane and highly logic driven. I am a romantic and I believe in the power of LOVE. I respect the elements of nature and I believe they are very powerful and each one by themselves and I wonder what would it e like when all of them come together ….may be I am formed….the GOD

thought has energy

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 16:25:57 GMT

I am the best and I truly believe it to be so….!!!!About a week back I happen to have read something that made me thing a while. It reads as follows. All thoughts have energy. Everybody has a natural frequency with which it vibrates. When a thought originates it exhibits a frequency which is associated to some energy as per the known laws of physics. Also the positive thoughts possess a high energy while the negative thoughts have low energy, which is which is quite logical. On a scale of 1 to 10 the positive thoughts figure out above 5 while the negative thoughts find the existence below five. Now this shows the emphasis of positive thinking. Any thought when conceived in the mind is set to some natural frequency and this gives it some energy based on it being a positive one or negative.
When a the frequency of our thought matches with that of the natural frequency of any other object in the cosmos then there is set to be a resonance that occurs resulting in the occurrence of a maximum frequency attained by both the objects. In this state there is an energy transfer along the imaginary bridge that is established between the two objects. Which means?
For example:
If our thought happens to find resonance with a tire elsewhere is the universe, then due to resonance all the properties of either of the bodies are exchanged. This could mean disastrous if the body happens to emanate high amount of negative energy then the mere conception of such thought might sap all our inherent energy. So the bottom-line is think positive. Think

Nothing can stand the assault of sustained thinking .

veeru....... where are you....muah>:D

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:33:08 GMT

for all those who came to my page because ......i am not talking about anything related to old bachanji ka sholay or ....the most controversial film of the day RGV's sholay...

the matter is:
Veeru is my lastest crush...yeah:D....He is veer rahavan who is a news reporter for CNNIBN...hehe ..if you are laughing you can leave my page right now....go...shoo...for others read on:

I followed al his reports during the tamilnadu elections....guess y only coz he was repoting*blushing mildly*

He is charming,bold,and...the best:D wateva it be i lost a nut over him

i think i will be meeting him very soon:D *yelling from the roof tops*
thanks to Mr.Prabhakar(assuming he was not lying)

but if i meet veeru i will ask him ::::

1.Are you single(well not the first q a lil later after teh conversation..)

2.what his sunsign is.....[:0] if he is some earth or water sign i would just finish the meeting with an autogragh or atmost a coffee..but if he turns out to be some air or fire sign......god save me...

3.then rest we shall plan you need not know...

i wrote a story ....:p

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:12:03 GMT

My tryst with destiny.

Papa don’t preach, stop it ! I heard my heart screaming but nobody reacted why!! With little pondering I realized I was shouting in the range of lower decibels. Any which way I knew I was wrong but being caught is my mistake. I promise to thee my god! I shall not repeat. My silence seams to have calmed my dad. Peace made a friendly entry into my terrain. I wore beige pants and blue tee but su didn’t even give me a second look at this earthly manifestation of cupid. Papa suggested his style of wearing a pink tee and a bell bots (yeeks ! god) with his age old leather belt. I had to leave home in the same and make a herculian effort in changing into my pair of trendy outfit without being caught by dada. I thought I managed to do it. But I didn’t realize dada would end up at the same tea house. He screamed into my ear at his best limit and washed my gut. I had to cut the call to avoid the ongoing embarrassment.

Su was still not at my table. I walked up to dad and said I was caught in the rain and had to change into better clothes to attend my first interview. Did I say better clothes, (hell would come down)he seams to have overlooked my verbal conversation. I had asked su to put up indifference while leaving the street. Though that was my own silly idea the look baffled my spirit leaving me confused whether it meant I don’t know you or ,you look like a clown. I know she would understand I love my dad and woudnt want to hurt him. I think she would have laughed her gut out looking at the efforts I put to manage a nice meeting. Its usually the girls who have to manage hard to come meet their love of life. But I guess my case is slightly different.

Raindrops kept falling on my head. I loved her cute skirt and pink top, all wet in the rain. I put the umbrella for her, my love needs to be shown she has a higher in my priority. After the rain took some rest, I drove her to the nearest restaurant for our comfortable lunch. She spoke about her friends and her new cell in her usual animated way, as I kept staring at her. I wonder if she really knows how much I really love her. I would give her all the happiness in life. I told her I had my first interview today at 4:00 in the evening. She immediately gave me her lucky watch and asked me to keep it with me while I went into the room. She loves her watch a lot. I know that, and she gave it to me. She wished me all luck . We finished our lunch. She came till the office and bid me a bye with a warm hug. I felt very confident. Some instinct in me told me this was my day and I was going to make it well in the interview. At the same time with some wary, I knocked the door. The panel had three well dressed persons, who made me confortable with a warm smile. The lady in the panel looked like su. I tried with all my efforts to fare well. Within 20 minutes to conversation(it was very much it) they said thank you. I understood it was the time I had to leave. I very cordially asked them as to when could I get back. They said they would call at the earliest. With a retreating smile I closed the door behind me. My conscience prompted me a good luck. I told myself that its time to party and left the premises as soon I could breathe.

It was unbelievably a smooth day. I knew all good and bad things were supposed to end in some way. I was not at all ready to what was about to capture my life. To avoid the heavy traffic I thought I will take a local to get home. I parked my Hero Honda splendour in the third row of the parking area and started walking, whilstling with glee. My mood was obviously positive as I heard somebody suddenly call me from behind. With a sense of apprehension I turned back. In a quick moment I felt the earth below my feet sinking and I knew I was falling into an abyss.

I gave up my attempts to know what was happening. All I was concerned at this moment was where was I going. With obvious bliss of ignorance I rose to my feet. I realized nothing was really wrong with things around me. I was in front of my house. I saw that su’s house was decorated with festoon and a tent with gleeful people cheering as they moved confused me for a moment. The last memory I had was the railway station. I gave little importance to that and I tried to concentrate on what was in front of my eyes. I am sure some big function is set to start ,but my instinct was clueless. So was I ! I pushed myself towards their house to quench my curiousity. I met dad at the gate. I felt something sink in my stomach. I raised my voice to say dad. He was unusually pleasant, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I thought I was dreaming. He led me into the house. He introduced to a man who was well dressed and was looking marginally good to look at. I came to know that he is vishu the groom of the love of my life, my su. I couldn’t hear for anything for a moment. I couldn’t comprehend the situation. Under normal circumstances I would have been quicker than the rest to handle any kind of an emergency at my work place( I was prepared to ).But this was the last thing I would have expected in life. How could she get married??. Well that’s not the point!! . Whom is she getting married. Is it vishu..??? is it not me??? What has been happening. Why is everybody so indifferent to the incident. The entire colony guessed our secret love. But everybody looked happy. My immediate reaction was falling down to the ground. Vishu caught me from falling. He gave a glass of water and called out for su. I wanted to get up on my feet and strangle him for having done that. How could he get married to my su?? I felt the frangrance, I knew it very well…the strawberry flavour perfume lingered discretly as she ran to catch the glimse of the circus I just made at the courtyard. She recognized everyone around. With a tumbler of water she ran towards me. I knew she would tell me this is all not true, she called out bhayya pani peejiye(brother ! please have some water). I was transfixed and then I fainted to deep sleep. I think. I didn’t not remember anything at all.

I think I discreetly knew su was getting married,I went to visit her like a clown, to my devils surprise she called me brother. My logic didn’t have any answer to what happened. I was feeling some pain in my knee and my backbone. I thought may be because I fell to the ground I would have hurt myself. I opened my eyes in deep pain. I saw I was on a soft bed, in a room with white curtains and I thought the room smelled like hospital. I couldn’t understand the drama that life had presented me with. With my little movement I caught the attention of some men who discretly looked like doctors. One of the females walked towards me and injected some fluid into my shoulder. I sreamed in pain and collapsed. May be I was kidnapped! My be the train I was supposed to travel was hijacked..well! this could be ruled out as the terminology may not fit in correctly. I think planes are hijacked. A wild jerking hand rose me suddenly. I saw homosapiens sobbing over me. I wanted to scream out saying I AM NOT DEAD. But I guess they knew it. They simply panicked because I was hijacked…I guess something else…whatever the reason was I was clueless for the present moment. I saw su. I wanted to ask are you married.??? But I waited for her to talk. She started hitting me . that too before my dad. I was watching with blank mind.

The doc realized I was awake. He told me I just slipped over a banana peel at the railway station and broke my knee. A sudden jet of questions just came to my mind like some supersonic jet. But I guess that one statement of the doc cleared all my fears. I knew he was not lying. My instinct resumed to work. But I still wanted to ask if su was married or not. But I preferred to stay calm , and watch. Su hugged me and was crying. I knew for that moment she was mine. I repeated after her that I loved her. My dad was standing in great pride and panic with his characteristic frown holding my appointment letter. Dad declared that since I got my job and was in full consciousness after some paced recovery that I was getting married, this time around with su. At this moment I wanted to jump off the bed. Dance ,lift su, and sing in total happiness. I felt my back and enjoyed the feeling alone.
Leading me to the stairway to heaven was my family and my lady in my arms. As we walked the stairs of the church where we were about to get married in a moment. I realized how wonderful this life has been to me, how kind almighty was in granted me with all the happiness. Suddenly I heard the driver shout out lakdikapool. I realized I had to reach my office to give my interview. I quickly rubbed my eyes and reached the office that looked familiar.

gemini woman anta...antey nene

Thu, 11 May 2006 06:33:40 GMT

GEMINI WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has
a
fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She
usable to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you
date
her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can
not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love
but
is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust
yourself togged along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something
enwall the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is
quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her
affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she
will
also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in
her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without
annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by
acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bore you.
She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like
you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs
all your care, but once she needs to standalone, she can stand alone
firmly and comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you
about anything. She conjoins all your activities with the same
energy
that you have. She is a quick wit person and learns new things very
fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If
she thinks you are not sure that you anther for yourself, she will
act
like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes
and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for
2minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true
love
and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly
too
much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even
she
is with steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone
else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will
forget
you quite fast, because changes in her nature. The Gemini woman
breaks
more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and
always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can
be
complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you
write
her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it.

Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she
hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she
belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication
with
more than 1 language , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to
tell
you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will
talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that
subject without offending you. Normally she will; not lie. She
will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored
and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel
content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive
to
have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will
not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a
supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful
dream
and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together
and
equally.

a romantic death....i would love dying like this and die loving:-)

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 10:13:17 GMT

Today i got up dreaming i was dead..!!!NO infact almost dying lying on my death bed...breathing my last.....oo....It was 6:00 am,it was still dark and sultry as the warm breeze through the window brushed my hair ,i realised i had to wake up and start my chores.I was feeling lethargy tying my feet and my hands felt numb.I suddenly realised that i was on my death bed with my body wound in sheets of bandage .I struggled to open my eyes..and when i did that slowly...i saw something i couldn't vaguely believe....i saw him before me...he was standing before me....looking at me as intensely i saw him see me at our first meeting...i closed my eyes as if i wanted to capture that moment forever.i opened my eyes again fearing the image might disapear...but i wanted to risk it ....i opened my eyes.....i saw him.....ahh!!! what a relief i was sure now that i was not halucinating....i wanted to touch him...as though he was reacting to what i was feeling he came close and sat beside me...i cudn't raise my hand...its probably the pain in the upper arm...he took hold of my hand and moved it closer to him his lips touched my fingers ....as tears rolled down my eyes...i felt as though someone pulled me out of my body and i was dead....!!!!!

who was he ???did i ever see him...did we ever meet???if we did how was it ????for i saw i loved him so much so that ...hmmm!!!!i dont want any answers .......for i found bliss in this ignorance....i got up saying I LOVE YOU DEAR hmmm i loved someone for a moment how "ecstatic" yes its the only word to describe the feeling.....i am in love 'for now' with

my dreams.....:-)

i love you

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:08:10 GMT

I use to ponder ,muse and sing...

and wait to feel your presence.....

the air that lingers as you pass

reminds me dearly of time surpassed!!!

the eyes of you that meet mine

touch my soul and treat me like wine....

sure is meagre want is nill

i wish to love till my life turns a null

not a minister

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 12:10:18 GMT

There was a session of discussions at the student chapter....i somehow did not like the way it(the unit) performed....i did not believe in the fact that you could still work and contribute to the collge inspite of not haveing some power....because it doesnt work that way...I thought i will be part of it to bring in the changes that I want it to undergo...As it is said ====>become part of the system to change it....I took the first step...I ventured to contest for the post of secretary of the chapter...There was another girl for the same post the so called senior member ...I never believed in seniority crap...If someone is efficient they should be allowed to do the work...This is what i think as on today i hope to stick by my idea!!!although change is an inevitable reality!!!
ITs honestly difficult to put your point through when you do not have power or atleast have an influential background. They have announced for an election for the two posts ...that had two contenders like that of mine..I am honestly serious about this ...But at the same time i donno why i cant take any other position...I mean i could be an executive too....Not a big deal...but since this is my last year in college i want my presence felt...I hope i am not being unresonable with my step!!aneways the election will decide what has it in store .....i hope i make it....lets c

chao!!

happy

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 12:20:32 GMT

I am soooo happy today.......

May be i should learn to contain my happiness...but it shows baap....

am happy because i was appreciated by my friends and my teacher...as i gave a seminar .

i am more elited not because i was appreciated ..but because i could catch the attention

of such a notorious audience (60 members na....hehe)..I read about Swami vivekananda yesteray

i liked the way he influenced the ideology of the west and i was floored at the way he did

with his charm and intellect hmm....wow i am not comparing at all.. ...i really admire him...!!!!!!!!!!!

My college is going guns this way..;-)

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 12:03:14 GMT

my dad got his caller tune set for his cell.....i wonder why on earth am i so excited about it.....i messaged everyone i knew to listen to it.....i thought it was free....but by evening 30 rupees of the balance is absent...hmm.....i hate tat HUTCH guy who told me its free.....i guess there was something i forgot to0 ask....

dakshina murthy...my fav deity

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 05:39:28 GMT

The south facing niche (goshtam) of all Saivite sancta is adorned with an image of Dakshinamurthy, to whom worship is offered. Many of the Saivite temple towers also depict images of Dakshinamurthy facing the southern direction.

Indian tradition accords a special reverence to the Guru or the teacher. Dakshinamurthy, in the Saivite system of beliefs is regarded as the ultimate Guru - the embodiment of knowledge and the destroyer of ignorance (as represented by the demon being crushed under the feet of the deity).

The iconic representation of Dakshinamurthy represents Shiva, seated under a banyan tree (in silence) inspiring the Sanakaadi rishis.

Dakshinamurthy is portrayed as being in the yogic state of abstract meditation - and as a powerful form brimming with ever flowing bliss and supreme joy.

Variations of this iconic representation include Veenadhara Dakshinamurthy, Rishabharooda Dakshinamurthy etc.

The sanskrit slokas of Aadi Sankaracharya extol the attributes of Dakshinamurthy.

The fifth day of the week, Thursday is associated with the planet Jupiter and is referred to as Guru-Vaaram. It is on thursdays that special worship services are offered to Dakshinamurthy in many Saivite temples. Some temple traditions hold full moon nights, particularly the night of the Guru Poornima as the appropriate time for worship services to Dakshinamurthy.

its me

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 15:44:49 GMT

Arena

(known to self and others)

bold, confident, intelligent, logical, loving, witty

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

brave, cheerful, clever, complex, energetic, extroverted, friendly, giving, happy, independent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, mature, observant, quiet, self-assertive, self-conscious, sentimental, silly, spontaneous, warm

Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, accepting, adaptable, calm, caring, dependable, dignified, helpful, idealistic, ingenious, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, sensible, shy, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, wise

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (33%) brave (11%) calm (0%) caring (0%) cheerful (11%) clever (11%) complex (11%) confident (33%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (33%) extroverted (22%) friendly (44%) giving (11%) happy (22%) helpful (0%) idealistic (0%) independent (33%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (11%) introverted (11%) kind (11%) knowledgeable (11%) logical (33%) loving (11%) mature (11%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (33%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (22%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (11%) self-conscious (11%) sensible (0%) sentimental (11%) shy (0%) silly (22%) spontaneous (11%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (0%) warm (11%) wise (0%) witty (11%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 26.2.2006, using data from 9 respondents.
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hehe ......just intermediate...will be back soon

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 05:22:16 GMT

Your Birthdate: June 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

anand

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 06:47:00 GMT

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